Ever had a day where you feel so emotional and you have noone to talk to? Or who you normally talk to is part of the poroblem, or will be biased towards the situaton?

Plus you are behind career wise when you compare yourself to others. I know, logically that we are not to compare ourselves to others, but over time, and seeing everyone so successful and happy, I cannot help but ask, what is the secret? Is happiness or self acceptance that elusive for me, or is it still just a dream?

I am a neariung 30, Afro-Jamaican woman, fairly intelligent, fairly attractive, fairly well liked but as always over the years, I ask myself, why is it so hard for me to be happy?

Why is it so hard to express my feelings?

Increasingly frustrated, increasingly stressed and always me.